I thought to myself today that I should update my blog since it’s been awhile…………… our days have been filled with these 2 sports.
But aside from being consumed with sports, I have just been feeling pretty “I don’t knowish.”
I know you are probably thinking wow, Sandy is so profound and expresses herself so eloquently!
But I just don’t know what to think…………
I don’t know about the future or what it holds for us
I don’t know how long it will be until Curt will get worse
I don’t know if I have any more patience left with in me on certain days
I don’t know what to make for dinner
I don’t know how to fix Alzheimer’s and just make it all better
I don’t know how to encourage Curt on some days
I don’t know how to file taxes
I don’t know how to use a chain saw to cut up the tree that fell in our woods
I don’t know how to stop feeling so overwhelmed some days
I don’t know how to plan for the future
I don’t know…….I don’t know what to think about even next year….how much different will it be
I don’t know if Aricept is really working
I don’t know if I am doing the right thing with all of our legal paperwork
I don’t know how to throw a lax ball with a lax stick
I don’t know how to start the whole recruiting process for Tyler for baseball
I don’t know how to encourage my kids on how to walk this journey
I don’t know if I can smile and answer for the 5th or 6th time as to who the game is against today.
BUT… I do KNOW this
I know who holds my unknown future.
Matthew 6:34 reminds me…….
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow,
for tomorrow will worry about itself.
Each day has enough trouble of its own.
14 When times are good, be happy;
but when times are bad, consider this:
God has made the one
as well as the other.
Surely, I am with you always!
The Lord IS my shepherd ~ Psalm 23:1
Hudson Taylor once wrote
“~Not was, not may be, not will be, THE LORD IS my shepherd. He is on Sunday, He is on Monday and through every day of the week. He is in January, in December ( and during the busy spring sports season), and every month of the year. He is when I am at home and in China. He is during peace or war and in times of abundance or poverty~”
Yes, I do KNOW something after all…………:)